When talking to the leadership team at Catch the Fire in Toronto,
they confirmed that when they pray for people, not everyone is slain in
the Spirit. For those who don't know, being slain in the Spirit is
falling over (generally backward), when someone is in front of you
praying for you. The understanding is that the Holy Spirit is coming
upon them and this weakens them so they fall down, and then normally
they rest under the Spirit's power as they lay on the floor and He
ministers to them.
They paused and thought for a moment and then said, "Yes, it is the left-brainers who don't fall down."
Well,
that makes sense to me. I'm a left-brainer and I don't fall down. By
the way, left-brainers are the thinkers and right-brainers are the
intuitive visionaries and feelers. Here is a free downloadable test you can take to discover if you are more right or left brain.
Hmmm,
so if I did want to be slain in the Spirit and rest on the floor under
the Spirit's power, what might I need to do differently? When
right-brainers are being prayed for, how do they posture themselves
internally that is different than the way left-brainers posture
themselves?
Switching My Internal Posture
As a left-brainer, I tend to be thinking all the time, analyzing, judging, fretting. In this case, I am thinking, Will anything happen to me? Probably not. It never does. I will be the only one left standing. I hate that. Get me out of here! Right-brainers, on the other hand, live in pictures, feelings and flow, and anticipate with excitement the upcoming experience.
So
I decide to picture what is going on as I am being prayed for. I see
true spiritual reality even as King David did (Ps. 16:8). Jesus is
standing there in front of me, laying His hands on me and releasing the
Holy Spirit to me. I see the Holy Spirit's light, power and energy
invading my body. My emotions become involved, since emotions are
byproducts of the pictures I am gazing upon.
So
yes, now in this posture, I do feel a weakness in my legs as the Spirit
hovers over me. I do feel like falling over backward. I don't resist.
Why would I ever choose to resist the Holy Spirit? I fall over backward,
and thankfully, someone is there to catch me and lay me softly on the
ground.
I
lie there in His presence, tuned to flowing thoughts, flowing pictures
and flowing emotions (God's thoughts, pictures and emotions). I receive
whatever He desires to speak to me. I honor what He is revealing, and
enjoy the peace, power and love I am feeling. It is an enlightening,
healing, soothing, empowering experience, and when it is over, I am
refreshed in the Lord.
The
nice thing about realizing I can choose to change my inner posture from
left to right brain is that I can now choose to cooperate with the Holy
Spirit in one more way He desires for me to experience Him. I can be
slain in the Spirit without faking it! I am still maintaining my
integrity.
Could
I resist falling down and stay standing? Yes, because the Holy Spirit
is a gentleman and doesn't force Himself upon you. It is as I choose to
yield myself to the Spirit that He fills those areas I yield to Him.
Thayer's Greek definition of this word "yield" (Strong's #G3936) is "to present, to place a person or thing at one's disposal."
I
choose not to resist the Holy Spirit, since I am passionate to live and
walk by the Spirit (Gal. 5:25). I choose to yield my being to be slain
in the Spirit.
Was God Really a Gentleman When He Blinded Paul on the Damascus Road?
God
did knock down Paul and make him blind for three days, and that sure
looks like God used force and control to overwhelm Paul's spirit. Well,
God did this because Paul's heart was in the right place. Paul's heart
was after God. It is just that his head's theology was so messed up Paul
thought he was doing God a favor by killing Christians. So God honored
Paul's pure heart over his messed-up theology, and although it
looks like forceful control, it is actually honoring and responding to a
heart that was wholly God's.
In
summary: Now I don't need to be the one left standing as others go down
under the power of the Spirit. I can join the party, too. And who
doesn't want to be part of a Holy Ghost party? Since a merry heart is
good medicine, I choose the party (Prov. 17:22). I choose fun and
thankfulness and gratitude. I choose to set aside my thinking for a bit
and just enjoy His presence. It's a nice change. It's a refreshing
experience.
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