When Carolina Panthers running back Jonathan Stewart awakens Sunday
morning to the day of his dreams—the day he'll play in his first Super
Bowl—he expects to be overwhelmed by the Lord's goodness.
"What
will be on my mind is just remembering all the things that God has
brought me through and being thankful for His faithfulness," Stewart
said this week as he and the Panthers prepared for their 2016 Super Bowl
matchup against the Denver Broncos in Santa Clara, California.
Stewart anticipates reflecting on how the Lord helped him overcome the
heartache of his parents' divorce when he was in the fourth grade and
sustained him through numerous injuries that have interrupted his pro
career.
"Whatever it was that haunted me, God didn't let it get
me," Stewart said.
"I'm so grateful for His hedge of protection and His
grace and mercy in my life.
"I'll take time out to remember who's
in control and be thankful for the opportunity to go out there and play
with that mindset."
Stewart, 5-foot-10, 235 pounds, is a fierce,
determined runner. He doesn't shy away from contact and uses his
powerful legs to drive through defenders and break tackles.
Teammate Jerricho Cotchery calls Stewart "Hulk in a helmet."
"My
mentality is I really sacrifice my body for my guys, for my team,"
Stewart said. "I'm a firm believer that you can't let one man take you
down."
Most of all, Stewart wants to be a good steward of the gift God has given him.
"When you're blessed with something, you've got to give it your all," he said.
That'll be especially true Sunday.
"Not everyone gets to be in a Super Bowl," he said. "We have something special, and we have to cherish that."
Stewart, 28, was named to the Pro Bowl this season for the first time
in his eight-year career. He finished the regular season as the NFL's
eighth-leading rusher with 989 yards despite sitting out the final three
games nursing a sprained ankle. He's the league's top-post season
ground-gainer with 189 yards.
Stewart credits his mother, Lora
Faison, with introducing him to Christ through her own conversion and
transformation. Faison has said that she was so distraught after her
divorce that she contemplated suicide before accepting Jesus as her Lord
and Savior while watching an evangelistic program on television.
Stewart, who received Christ and was baptized while in fifth grade, calls Jesus "my centerpiece, my backbone."
"Life
is all about balance," he said. "If you don't have God in your life,
this world can get ahold of you and choke you out. In our position (as
pro athletes), a lot of people depend on us, not just to win games but
to be role models and to be an inspiration."
Stewart runs a youth
football camp during the off-season in his hometown of Lacey,
Washington. He's keenly aware that the kids he's tutored are watching
him closely, especially now. He hopes his legacy will be lived out
through them never settling for anything less than their God-given
destiny.
Stewart wears jersey No. 28 and holds to the truth of
Romans 8:28—that God works all things together for the good of those who
love Him and are called according to His purpose.
"You have to
learn to train your eyes to see things from that view, that no matter
what you're going through, God is going to work it out," he said.
Stewart
believes that principle has helped the Panthers to have the most
successful season in team history. They're 17-1 heading into the Super
Bowl—roughly one year after coach Ron Rivera's house caught fire and
quarterback Cam Newton survived an auto accident.
"I think those
things were a blessings, even though they were something bad, because it
taught a lot of our guys that football is only a game and there's an
actual life out here that we have to live."
Stewart is well
acquainted with the fragility of life. For the first several years of
his NFL career, he prayed intensely for the safe return home of his
brother, Corey, who was stationed in Afghanistan and Iraq with the U.S.
Army.
Those prayers were answered.
Corey is now stationed in
Virginia and is scheduled to attend the Super Bowl on Sunday with their
mother—yet another reason to be thankful.
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